:)

Wish

"Everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up (out) where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart"

Xuxu

completely blown away :)
thanks for being there for me,
thanks for thinking things over with me 1000000 times,
thanks for making me DO things.
Thank you for everything.
I freakin love YOU.

T&C

Fuckin' happy!
man, we ain't gonna live forever!
Thanks T!
Love youuu
San Francisco all the way

They knew the time would come and time would be cruel, Because it is cruel to everyone

Missing Smile

(no(t) heading back

"April Wheeler: How pathetic is that? So stupid. To put all your hopes in a promise that was never made."

-/-

"[last lines]
Ethne: Forgive me. I did you a great wrong.
Harry Faversham: There is nothing to forgive.
Ethne: Yes there is, I should have stood by you Harry. I should have understood. I used to be so sure about everything.
Harry Faversham: We both were, Ethne.
Ethne: And now?
Harry Faversham: And now...
[they tentatively hold hands]
Harry Faversham: Well... well, now I have no choice, Ethne. God put you in my way.
[Laughs]"

Your name isn't Rio but i don't care for sand

Only two days to go, and now i realize i want to stay. I want to stay so bad.
Not because of the parties, not because i feel like home here.
I just Can'T stand being back although i know i Have to.
I've been having some pretty good careless days :) wonderful and i think i really am a new person :) not that i can find a different word, i just know i am, in a good way :)
Eventhough i have to see you everyday in another person's face, i guess i could stand that for a little more time, anyway, that's one thing that's going to chance.
I don't want to see you anymore when i get back, or think of you no matter where i'm walking. That's it. No more you, in a good way too though :P I'm coming clean.
As i come to think of it, London should be more cold in this time of the year, but actually it has never been warmer, i was never so sober with myself.
Feels so good to be here, but maybe i do want to get back and get it all over with.
Ain't i getting positive? Seems like it :)
keepin' it positive for me and not anyone else.
It's a must and not a have to.



"Lighting the fuse might result in a bang, bang, go!" ;)