Do you feel like i do?

'I'm thinking about other things I heard about today
All this week and tomorrow
And how these hands can create some better things for bettering
but you see for now I got my own things
I can't help it
I got too many issues I own
So I cannot help I'm afraid, yeah
But keep on preaching, preaching and heal the world
Lip service makes us look great

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have our things I guess

I guess my mind wanders off
from time to time
Sometimes I convince myself
that all is fine in the world
It's not mine
Why should I
have to try
to fix things I didn't create or contrive

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have so many things

Have the habits
Had you
Has it been for long
Can you feel the souls behind what's going on

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your own things
Yeah we all have our things

Do you feel
The weight of the world singing sorrow
Or to you is it just not real
Cause you got your things
Yeah we all so many things
And I can get past these things

Ohhh '

*Do you feel*

P.S: I finally found him

Be happy :D

If you're alive, there's hope :D

Be yourself

x Life wasn't made to be wasted pretending x

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P.S: I'm still looking for the boy from the post before this one, help me people, we are running in a tight schedule here ! ;)

PLEASE IF YOU SEE THIS BOY IN THE STREET LET HIM KNOW THAT THE MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN'S LOOKING FOR HIM

P.S:

Before i start with my nonsenses, maybe no bigger than this one, well,

PLEASE IF YOU FIND YOURSELF IN THE PRESENCE OF THIS BEAUTIFUL BOY (yea, totally know he's beautiful) TELL HIM THAT HIS FUTURE WIFE'S LOOKING FOR HIM, AND TELL HIM TO CALL ME TOO, PLEASE (it's really important, really I'm going crazy about it, no joke here, well, a bit maybe :P, the main point is, i don't really even know his name, so if you do, please let me know, that'd be helpful too)

Continuing...

I really wanted to write about something, there's nothing going on right now,
i miss things, but i don't know what am i missing yet :P
days are going by and i don't know why I'm not enjoying this as much as i should,
yes, i'll always be the one who doesn't want to lock herself around something, yea that's pretty much me
always too stubborn, always too silly, too Catarina, never, never, number one rule, get attached, that's true, really won't happen, nah not with me.
And so, it didn't. happened years ago about some damn hippie, won't happen again.
I guess that when you don't have anything to say you should just, not say it.
What am i doing anyway?
Not talking about fairy tale, love or whatsoever, hard not to talk about, harder to explain...
Funny how i really don't have anything to say.
Guess we can say I'm happy about...this, nothing.
The future, here, bahhh, don't want to think about anything, oh please wake me up when September ends (yea, I'm kinda quoting green day)
Don't wanna go back to school, nop, not really, no, (at least, not if that pretty blonde in the beginning of the text doesn't show up in the first day of school)

Quentin - the sky's the limit

[31/08/08] Shine on

Yep, the last day (un)finally it. I'm here by myself, enjoying what can probably be my last day sitting in front of the computer wathcing the sun, in a quiet afternoon next to a big pool ;) Well, i could be sad, barely holding my tears (ahah), but i'm not, not even close.
Actually i'm happy, it was a good summer, with it's ups and downs, but good indeed.
I got to know you better :) And i got to screw things a litlle bit more, but it's ok you know, there's still next year if God help us and the other after this one and so on :)
Everything looks so bright now, the future, so much better, next summer, oh baby. :D
It really does look so well, really couldn't look better, it's funny, how about a few days ago i was holding on so so much for every lasting second and then i was having that feeling that tends to follow me everywhere i go and in everything i do, the feeling that nothing comes back but the good thing is that i always come to the same conclusion: things may not come back but even better things will come and life is an open road, the world has so many surprises to give, how can we ask for anything better when we're young, have people who love us, have God in our life and are perfectly healthy? Nothing, really, we can't ask for anything more of anyone except of ourselves.
Next year will be so much different, so much better, so much Everything, we hope, we pray and at times we get it better than what we wished for.
This is just an ordinary day, let me enjoy it.

Nothing special

*

'I love you', I whispered in her ear as we hugged. But she didn't say the words back. She just said, 'you smell so good', and snogged me. Which was a pretty okay substitute, I guess.


'That girl-boy thing'

New year's resolutions

Almost starting a new year, an age maybe.It's about time to stop making resolutions and really start making stuff for real.
I always say i had enough and end up doing the same things, falling in the same circles but now, i guess the only difference is that i really want it to end this time. Maybe i had enough by now, of this part of me. There's nothing left of me, just because i'm a whole now. I've fallen only God knows how many times, i've done things wrong over and over again, took too much for granted when I should already know that there's nothing i really can rely on truthly, but God and his mercy.
Yes, i do belive in destiny, i do belive there's all meant to be, but we all have to move on, make changes 'cause i can't expect things to start falling of the sky.
I have to start remembering the good stuff, respect and learn with the bad parts but lock these both in some safe place in my mind and send the key away. Belive that when i'm not so sure about things i have to stop thinging about them so much, there's no worth in thinking too much, it's a waste of time really. No more shadows this time, no more old feelings, this time around i'll do what i can to be a new technical person about it all...But still i have a few days left to learn to say 'cya, better next time' and still, here i am, making resolutions all over again.
From enside, out.

'Je ne suis pas comme, come, comme toi'