Addicted

Wtf is wrong with me?
'Everything feels so right
Until the morning light'
This is not the me i know,
but i'm happy, i don't remember being this happy in a long time,
i only have to hear one song and i smile
it's like a drug, my latest better addiction.
I really don't get it,
this doesn't happen to people like me,
guess i was caught in my own web.
I don't care, for now, it feels right
and that's just what i need.

'I don't know how, I don't know why'
but 'I'm so happy when I see, that you are smiling back at me'

You should see it in my eyes

*Para a Marta, pelas razões que tu própria sabes :D Qualquer dia juntas-te a mim e começas a ouvir Techno comigo de manhã no comboio (o dia já esteve mais longe) ainda espero para ver xD Só não te deixes ficar como eu :P

Caught up in...

After seeing what i saw,
maybe you really are special
and it's time i start beliving again
if i have to fall, i will
but now, for the first time in a long time,
i know what i want
let's give it a shot


Obrigada Gonçalo, que seria de mim sem ti em Paris :) Agora percebi que nem sempre o que parece é :) Realmente és meu amigo.

You push push

"Run, run like you do.
I'm chasing you. I'm on your tail,
I'm gaining fast Your going nowhere.
Try, to fix what you done,
Turn back the sun, the night is calling
And we're falling faster now!

Pushing Me Away
Every last word every single thing you say
Pushing Me Away
Try to stop me now but it's already too late
Pushing Me Away
If you really don't care then say it to my face
Pushing Me Away
Push, Push, Pushing Me Away.

Stop!
Tell me the truth 'cause I'm so confused.
Spinning round, these walls are falling down and I need you.
More than you know, I'm not letting go.
I'm getting close so take my hand and please just tell me why

Push, push, pushing me away"

Jonas Brothers - Pushing me away

You're too young to play that song

"Sometimes i think i was born backwards
you know, came out of my mum the wrong way,
i hear words go pass me backwards,
the people i should love, i hate
and the people i hate..."
Effy in Skins

Hold your colour

I close my eyes and i move a little,
i swing to one side, and then the another,
i don't care with others around me,
it feels right to be who i want to be,
you inspire me in some kind of way...
turn the music looder,
i just don't get why people don't like you

A couple more drinks,
the night is young,
i might as well enjoy while i can,
where's my common sense?
it's here, i haven't lost my mind yet, ok?
Don't worry, i can behave
one way or the other

But can somebody put the music looder?
Please!! i'll dance alone if i have to,
i need to dance, it makes me feel alive,
maybe that's why you're somewhat important now,
you feel the same urge as i do,
you help to keep the fire burning,
the record spinning...
you're not bad at it, at all

I see more than that in you,
i see things people don't want to see,
and i keep running and running, i don't ever want to stop,
i've felt in my veins that being home isn't the option anymore,
i'm sorry but i need to feel the wind sometimes,
the rithm will never make me stop,
i need to scream and laugh,
even in that place, as long as the music goes on,
i don't wanna keep a straight line,
even if i have to loose it,
i'm sorry, i don't need reality at times,
or maybe this is it, this is what i need right now

If you make me write, this gotta be good right?
It can't be that bad to want my blood running faster,
if you want to help, turn the music up,
i don't need to be told pretty things,
that time is over.
There's things to be done, and if i'm here to do them,
i'll do them, get tired, but that's it,
it's time to get a new life, this is my something new,
and i don't care what others have to say,
if you can, stop the music and come dance with me!

Na na na na na

'Ouvi dizer que o tempo não volta atrás
Já tentei de tudo mas no fundo sei que não sou capaz

É tão difícil aceitar esta visão
Estou tão cego não consigo achar a solução

Acordar do sonho
Olhar pro futuro

Acordar e esticar a corda
Não me digas que não está na hora
Não sei se fique ou se vá embora
Só quero um rumo para esta história

Quase me afoguei em tentação
Mas agora encontrei a força da razão
E é tão fácil eu sorrir

Um mundo novo,

já desisti de desistir
Acordar do sonho
Olhar pro futuro'

4taste - Esticar a corda

What a drama

Taken from Skins - 5th Episode -
Drama Class - Sid, Maxxie (as litlle devil) Bad, and Anwar (as angel) Good

Inside the class

Teacher: Ok everyone, breath...

Outside, looking in

Bad: That looks like crap doesn't it? C'mmon. Fuck that. Why don't you go to the green and get stonned, instead?

Good:No, you must not. That would be bad, very bad. You're a good boy really,
good, DRAMA!

Bad: Fuck it, be bad!

Good: Be good, drama!

Bad: Fuck it

Good: Drama !!

Sid: Shut up!

Good: Pretty nice thing, hã?

Sid: haha, very funny

Bad: Where ' you goin'?

Sid: I'll go to this lesson

Bad: Fuck it, man?

Sid: Fuck it?

Good: Fuck it, it's not even good :P

Blood sugar

Can you give me something new? Can you tell me anything that will make me drop my mouth open even if it is just for a matter of seconds?
I find myself wondering what's this life i'm living? what am i doing if now i don't get really happy with anything for more than a minute or two? And when i do...so shallow... such an emptiness...
Today i woke up late, lost the bus, lost the train, saw people i didn't want to see, couldn't even buy myself a chocolat!! Had one of thoses days... everyone has them, right?
A couple of hours ago someone told me i have a beautiful smile, i'm sorry that person didn't get to see the real one, then it was just a fake... though i guess nowadays everything's a fake so people might as well get used to it...
At times, a new challenge, the adrenaline of something new, that fun... and then, it's gone as it always is.
The night is so cold... i feel colder everyday... i realize i get into auto-pilot sometimes: let's hear some music, a few smiles, some 'yes'' and 'nos'... another day has gone by and i keep waiting for this year to end, for this chapter to finally close so i can start living the life i want far from here... everything seems so far yet and now, i need to feel something, 'cause even my feelings tend to be remembrances of passed times. I need to stop feeling good only when i don't have to think, i have to stop looking forward for that day of the week when i can forget everything, that's not the life i want... i really need something new.

Shining star -There's nothing i can do about it

Breaking the house down

Gone baby, gone

4th, and then it was the 7th,
and it's gone, as quickly as it could be,
Fav. numbers can be so hatefull

Bruxa

Estou com medo de ti,
de te procurar, de te encontrar,
e ainda mais de te agarrar, mas quero, quero muito!
Estou com medo, mas um medo muito bom...
E agora que chegaste,
"Está na hora, está na hora",
Sê bem vinda, tenho a certeza de que nos vamos divertir bastante.

That boy with phones in his ears - day 1 to 1/09

The boy in black All-Stars isn't a bad person, some say he is but he isn't,
he only knows what he wants and people judge him for it...
He has that face, of someone who has the world in his hands, and maybe he has, this one and the other, yours and mine.
He has the look of a litlle boy that doesn't seem to break a thing but tends to be the worst of them all...
He's unique and no one could ever compare to him, even if he has clones.
He loves music, loves film, loves life and being a part of it.
The boy in black All-Stars just changed shoes and he's still perfect.

La verdad en la mentira

"Una lunatica
maniatica,
Una bandida
bandida paranoica.
De mi boca no toca, toca, toca de nada.
Estoy desarmada"

B2b and act stupid - La la oh

let's be kids again ok?
i'll teach you my dance, sexy and funny,
i'm gonna make you my case,
common, let's act crazy,
don't give me that look, you know you want to,
send your mind away,
you know you want to.

You can laugh at me if you want,
let's have fun, tonight's the night,
you can be whoever you want,
not too old nor too young, perfect,
i'm here and i'm never leaving you,
not for tonight

don't get scared, belive me,
don't try to act like your the thing,
tonight we catch the world in our hands,
we can fly away,
let's dance,
drink untill we fall out,
but we don't need it, we don't need anyone,
let's just act stupid,
why care? you know you want to.
Just don't trust me

HUM HALLELUJAH

Don't you know who i think you are? The cookies' monster, in blonde hair and german accent, sometimes i just can't stop feeling sorry for myself, other times i can't stop laughin'.
Some people are just to freaky to exist.

"You're someone who knows someone who knows someone i once knew"