Now's The Time To Be

I was almost about to start complaing about how life can be so intense when i'm the one who just woke up and is already listening to punk.
I was almost saying that i missed billions things-stuff-whatever, in the last few months, i did, but does that even matter? I'm starting to live it all up again.
"I was almost" many things but i am what i am, and every day a different thing if i want to,
nothing's stopping me from going outside, scream and laugh afterwords, for no particular reason,
i've grown and i can't go back to be what i was months ago, but guess what? feels freakin' right now, i just realized it,
everything makes sense in this very second.
I was watching this movie today where someone said that "people are all about pressing certain bottons" crap, that's so true...
Actually, just heard it was burning there and, oh, people should definitely get more tattoos...
What if i was younger? What if i was older? What if i'm wrong? What if i'm somehow right?
It's not about the destination, it's all about the path and everything counts,
some in different ways than others..
I don't know, i'm not even writing for a reason, felt like being random, felt like enjoying one of my last few days of sunshine, although i wish it was raining :D
Contradictions, it's all about contradictions, but in the end, everything happens for a reason.
Who said self control was a good thing?
Sometimes what goes up doesn't come down,
And coincidences don't exist.
I'll just have to accept that this text doesn't make sense and it couldn't, 'cause my head is full of thoughts, ideas, memories, and i, I couldn't be better.
Wish i could write it all, but i can't, i just know that i'm happy,
Seriously, (if there's a way i can do "serious" today) i'm happy 'cause time doesn't seem so long at this point,
happy 'cause one of these days it will start raining,
happy 'cause i woke up happy and intend to keep it this way.